Monday, September 2, 2013

Finding confidence

   So this is an issue I've dealt with forever - how do I become confident in myself? I've always felt that I am not pretty or skinny enough and that has made a difference in how I carry myself and how people act around me. I've struggled with my weight my entire life and that has really given me bad confidence and I'm not happy with myself.
   My friends a always telling me how sweet and caring I am and how I should be more confident with myself...and my sister is always telling me that I should not wear jeans and t-shirts all the time. But I like hiding in those because I have had so much trouble and pain with my weight. For me make up is my confidence and I know people around me are always questioning why I spend so much on makeup and its because its really the only thing that makes me feel like my true self and confident.
   I don't spend money on clothes because they just don't make me feel confident or real...I'm not sure why that is but it's been that way since I can remember...but I have to figure that out and figure out how to gain confidence...

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